Soul Of My Soul
My dear seeds,
Today I thank my mother, Thank you mother!
Beloved and dear, you have carried me 9 months inside your immaculate womb. 9 months that we have shared together, 9 months that you have given me food, 9 months that you have carried my weight with you. That you have continued to work, to clean your house, to feed your loved ones, to wash the clothes, to dry, to iron, to do the shopping, never forgetting anyone, not even the cat, the dog, the plants, flowers. You have always remembered if one of your children had to sleep a few more hours, if they needed shoes or boots, if they had petrol or money to buy it.
Mother, you are always thinking of everyone. And that lentil dish, make it the best. But above all, I have been part of you for 9 months, 9 months. And you have made me feel a star that was unique, Unique, there was no one else.
And I asked you: Mother, what is the name of this object that I am inside of? The doctor says the placenta, but I don't know what its definition is. And I heard a sweet, kind and tender voice that said like this:
Soul of my Soul, Being of my Being.
That which they call the placenta is the Universe, or a womb. Look around you!
And for the first time, it opened my eyes and I saw the stars and I saw the firmament and I saw the Beings of Light and I saw the angels and I saw such a great Light!
It shone so much that I couldn't see! It burned me, with a sweetness and an infinite heat. What a wonderful thing that I had never seen, nor will I ever see, until the end comes!
Oh wonder! I want to live here! I do not want to go out! I want to be with you! I want to be part of you all my life! And the same voice, with its sweetness and its love, the same words said:
The time will come when you have to go out, live and be happy. But it will not be the same happiness and it will be you who will have to create it.
It will be the time to grow and nurture your Soul. Today you are with the Universe and you are born from the stars, you are that part of the stars. You are a star within the firmament. You will have to share on this planet called Earth. There are other planets, you have chosen this one.
And in that very beautiful moment, that I shared with the most divine Being in my life who was the Mother, the Mother of the Heavens, the Mother of the Firmament, the Immaculate Mother, the Mother of Guadalupe, the Little Brunette. Mother of Lourdes, Mother of Fatima, Mother of all those who appeared.
At that moment I opened a door, I did not want to go out! I wanted to close it and I even pushed with my head, my little head, I pushed, I pushed, because I didn't want it to open, I was happy! With my mother. But the door opened and then some sweet hands helped me, but there was a Being that I already knew and it was my Guardian Angel.
He received me in his arms and opened my eyes and I understood that a new world was opening up before me, that world that that sweet, serene and loving voice had told me about was the one in which I had to seek my happiness.
But it was not the happy world, I was the one who had to seek happiness, and it was! With my Guardian Angel, I asked him:
Keep me always, accompany me, because I want to be happy.
It is a tribute for December 8 that I did not send it to you, my beloved seeds, on December 12 that I did not send it, my seeds of love from Mexico and the entire planet. But it is also a tribute to all mothers, because all of you have carried it in your womb. To those special beings that you have loved and carried for 7 months, sometimes 6, other times 9 months. But that they have been within you and I remind you, that it is only love, sweetness, Light and a fullness of eternal serenity, like the Light, eternal.
What better words could I say to nurture your Soul? That is where happiness hides. Nurture your Soul, that will be your happiness, because your Soul is where love, peace, humility and sharing are.
You already know that the body is matter and that is where lies and deception are, and where you allow yourself to be led by other paths. Remember your Heavenly Mother and you will see that you will have that sweetness, that love.
And stars you are and to the stars you will return.
With the love of that mother,
Your Jardinera,
That she always carries you in her heart and wishes you to continue to nurture your Soul.
Light a light, a candle, offer it to the Universe because everything is there. Offer that Mother of Heaven, whatever name you give her. It will be Universal and it will be for all those who do not have a mother, who have no home, who have nothing, like that girl. But that you will give and that we will share,
With all my love,
La Jardinera.